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It's you, not me
03:27
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I know it’s been a while
Since we last spoke
But every time I try to talk to you
I start to choke
We never said we’d spend our lives together
We never said that this would last forever
I know you said it’s you not me
So why do I feel
that I'm the one that made you flee?
I know I said I understood
But these days I don’t feel so good
I’m mad at you for your success
I’m drowning in my own mess
I know you need to get on with your life
I know that I can’t win this fight
I know I shouldn’t feel this way
Maybe it’s just a lonely day
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2. |
Don't count on me
03:20
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Just leave me out of this
Bury my head down in the sand
Don’t want to hear about your wars
Turn off the news, let me ignore
So what if people are dying
So what if earth is rotting out
What would you have me do
What makes you better than me too
Lost my sense of reality
Don’t want to be a part of it
Don’t count on me, it’s useless anyway
No one ever gained anything, trying to do good
Don’t count on me
I never told you that you should
Don’t count on me, I’m just a nobody
And who the fuck am I to change a goddamn thing
Don’t count on me, Just leave me be
I feel things getting worse
This goddamn world is cursed
It all just feels so wrong
So why am I singing this song
Tired of this broken world
Never cared about anything
A so called renegade hiding behind his barricades
So easy to take a stand, when you’re hiding in the shade
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3. |
This too shall pass
03:12
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Tell me
What’s up with you?
You seem so blue
I’ll listen to
What you’re going through
You look burned out
Down and out
Tell me what’s wrong
I’ll play along
I’ll tell you that this too shall pass
I’ll lie to you, say this won’t last
What do I know? It’s all pretend
Cause we’re all lost in the end
You see that glass
Half empty
The hours pass
And you’re getting tipsy
You’re rambling on
Too far gone
You make no sense
You’re drunk once again
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4. |
Looking at myself
04:28
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I snapped at you today
Seems i can't help being that way
Never anything good to say
Never notice it's not Ok
It seems I'm angry all the time
It seems nothing is ever fine
Nothing is ever good enough
Nothing can satisfy me
I'm sick of
Acting like this
Someone help me
I wish I'd tell you I love you
Instead I'll have a drink or two
Expressing my feelings translate
Usually in a drunken state
I hate most people around me
Yet I'm my own worst enemy
It's not that I'm better than you
It's that i see myself in you
I'm looking at myself
And I'm scared of what I'm seeing
is this my father
Or something worse
A pill to kill the pain
A drink to numb the pain
It's always there
Watch another goddamn TV show
To fight another all time low
Erase the mind
And I'm tired of
Acting this way
Wish i would change
A story that will never end
A cycle that will just not break
Never content
Sick of the negativity
I'm tired of living with me
Nothing is ever positive
The sarcasm is always here
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